Something occurred to me today. One of the things I would like to improve upon is my tendency to care/worry about what other people think of me. The main problem is that I'm so hard on myself that who really gives a shit about what anyone else thinks? I judge myself probably before anyone else can. I recently finished a book called Mutant Message From Forever (the follow up to Mutant Message From Down Under, a phenomenal book) and felt a little let down. I didn't walk away with the sense of empowerment and motivation like I did with the first book. I understood the message, but it didn't really resonate with me until tonight. I have been trying hard to not judge anyone in the hopes that it will help rub off on me. My goal has been to observe without judgement... just observe. Not everything will look like you want it to look like, so roll with it. If this has been my goal for the last few weeks, why did it not even occur to me to apply it to my life.
Therefore, I vow right here and right now to observe myself without judgement. I will stop making up that that I am in some way wrong/out of place. I am where I'm supposed to be. I believe that because I trust that I'm living my life authentically and will continue to be blessed.
2010: I may be a month late, but I'm coming to get you.
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