Wednesday, January 6, 2010

Too Easily Pissed Off


I went to a late breakfast with my favorite non-couple today and listened to all of their relationship problems. They literally sat in front of me and listed every single reason as to why they are screwed up as a couple. Then I watched them flirt/instigate a range of emotions from each other and I finally had to just say out loud, "Okay, you guys are starting to piss me off." Now, my tolerance level is usually a little higher for ridiculous non-couples, but I am currently in the throes/hell of liking a guy and being kinda pissed about it.

Tuesday, January 5, 2010

Happy Now Here!


It's the new year and I'm very hopeful that it will be infinitely better than last year. Don't get me wrong, I will forever appreciate all that 2009 was simply because it was a learning experience in so many different areas in my life. But was glad to see it go. We had a blue moon this year on New Year's Eve and it only happens once every 20 years. My fabulous friend Darlene sent me an exercise to help me put down all of the things that I want to draw to myself in the next two years as well as what I will let go of because it doesn't serve a positive role in my life anymore. I have nothing but positive expectations for this year. I feel love, health, success and stability coming my way... and although I've always been trepidatious about anything that I feel might confine me, I'm doing my best to welcome all of the wonderful things that I deserve without sabatoge.